Finding Myself

Finding yourself is a journey we all take at some point. For me, it’s been about understanding who I truly am and who God created me to be. I believe this process is important because it allows us to live authentically, with purpose and confidence.

My Journey began a few years ago during a very challenging time in my life. I found myself questioning everything – my choices, my identity my beliefs, everything. It was hard, but it pushed me to dig deeper and ask myself the tough questions I avoided my whole life. Questions like who am I really? what do I stand for? Why do I do the things I do?

Most times I push away the task of finding myself because it overwhelms me. I try to get myself caught up with daily responsibilities and distractions just to ignore my inner feelings. sustaining myself by striving to meet the expectations others have set for me, felling pressure to conform to certain identities that do not resonate with who I really am all because I didn’t want to recognize my flaws, my imperfection, all the stuff that makes me me. but then I realized that when I try to be someone God didn’t make me to be, I’ll continue to live in two separate bubbles – -who I really am and who I try so hard to present. On the inside, I was a broken girl, way too young to be broken. I struggled to fight my true self to present the fake but somehow “perfect” person I presented to everyone.

I’ve noticed that we often start thinking about who we really are after something big happens, like a heartbreak, a hard time, or just feeling unhappy with the way things are in our lives. It is in this moment I’d be reminded that the Bible says in Proverbs 3:5–6 ‘Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways, acknowledge Him and He will direct your path.” Even when I don’t understand what’s happening, I remind myself that I can trust God to guide me on this journey.

As I began to reflect on who I really am, it was a mix of emotions. I found clarity as I uncovered my goals my aspirations, I discovered all I can be without hiding under the shadow of a different personality that did not resonate with me. I began to set my own expectations from myself rather than the ones people have set for me. on the other hand, I had my demons to fight, they just had to go. I knew I could not do it all alone, I needed God. This is why I always say having Jesus isbthe best decision you’ll ever make. I had to let go and let Him do His thing. All the in securities, all the uncomfortable stuff from my past, I gave it all to Him and you know what? He took all my burdens and He gave me peace.

As I’ve worked on finding myself, I’ve had to remember to be kind to myself. It’s easy to be hard on myself when I don’t have all the answers, but I’ve learned that self-discovery isn’t about being perfect. It’s about understanding and accepting who I am.

“For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago.” – Ephesians 2:10 (NLT)

I remind myself that God sees me as a masterpiece, created with a purpose, so I should treat myself with the same kindness.

One of the best things I’ve discovered about self-discovery is realizing that I’m always changing. Who I am today might not be who I am tomorrow, and that’s okay. Each experience and lesson shapes me into a more complete version of myself.

“And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.”

‭‭Philippians‬ ‭1‬:‭6‬ ‭NLT‬

I trust that God isn’t finished with me yet. As I continue on my journey, I believe He’s shaping me into the person I’m meant to be.

Although I’m not where I want to be, I’m really happy that I’m not where I used ro be. If I can do it, trust me, you can. It won’t be easy I promise you that, but take it step by step and I’m sure that you’ll be glad you did.

I love you, You’ve got this.

All my love.

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Written by: Jessica Uwaya